hey guys. it has been quite a while that i blogged. anyway im going to dedicate this entry to you. ppl say that im a 'complex mind full of complicated thoughts'. but even a person with the ability to make complex analysis, i culdnt fathom whats in ur mind. much can be revealed about someone's thoughts and intentions by his or her words and actions, but i can decipher nothing if u choose to be reticent. reveal nothing? im tired of reading ur thoughts. cant u be more upfront to me? or maybe its as u said, 'im thinking too much'. im really afraid of losing. but the problem is i only started to feel the pinch when im about to lose it. we are on the verge of falling apart. it saddens me that i cant do anything.
do u even read my blog?
anyway on the happier note, i watched the mtv of 'the sweet escape' by gwen stefani on the tv today! i think its absolutely coolness! i think she look really hot and cute in the mtv!!! im gonna look for that song and post it on my music player.
and to all my friends who are in the army, happy valentines day to you! even thou u guys cant be going out with girls you secretly fancied for a long time, u still can celebrate with ur army friends.. so lets call this day 'happy friendship day'! and to my mj pal, thank you for taking your time off just to talk to me on the phone. i really appreciate it (:
11:47 PM;
old man ist tot (old man is dead)
old man ist tot (old man is dead)
