first and foremost,
congratulations to me for surviving the week without puking my lunch out. but i dont know how things will be for the new week as he is to resume his boring routine of doing super duper uber lowly skilled tasks in office, fighting for more elbow space in the train, having had to bear with the curry/durian smell armpits of passengers in uber crowded trains, and trying to skive during working hrs like surfing wikipedia and watching youtube..... u get the flow ah?
i need to discipline myself and i need to love my job.
and secondly, i've finally went to the gym after like not going there for a week. had a workout [i've always been thinking that i don discipline myself enuff] and my muscles are aching. thats a gd sign.
and lastly, i'm depressed. yes, i know that it is a trival matter. but im just depressed. D-E-P-R-E-S-S-E-D. mood swing. M-O-O-D S-W-I-N-G. my mum always says that 我身在福中不知福，and i 没事找事发愁.
but is my request like super duper unreasonable???? its not as if im demand ppl to go all the way to hokkaido to buy their cholocales and its not as if i demand ppl to go some deep mountains in switzerland to get their natural spring water. what i need is something that the whole humanity needs, and being deserve of. its being codified in the universal declaration of human rights and written in the bible. its something that is glorified and personified by artists and song writers alike since the invention of culture. it is a four letter word and it is not too difficult to guess what it is.
_ _ _ _
it has two vowels. [but no prize for guessing it correctly]
they say that dont expect, and things will come to my way.
they say 世间令人烦恼的事太多了，也是以平常心看待，你会比较好一点。
what has become of me, why am i speaking like a ___ lorn fool.
how many seasons do i have to wait? till the flowers wither and bloom again? till a young sapling grows into a big and mature tree? till the oceans rise and fall? till everything in the world has come to past? till the yrs go when i choke into my tears finally theres nothing left?
all beauty will eventually perish. but why do i even afraid of losing it when i dont even get it.
两个平地线几时有交叉的时刻？
10:07 PM;
old man ist tot (old man is dead)
old man ist tot (old man is dead)
